while insomnia attacks..

i prefer to do some writings here rather than keeping it inside my mind.

It's a sudden wake-up tonight, i fell asleep around 11 just now. Now it's 3am, i came out to the living room,turned on my laptop and here i am.

I'm uncertain of what i'm thinking right now.

I want to burst into tears however, i cant.

I want to ask but not dare enough.

I want to let you know what i'm thinking , you won't say anything.

implementing my thoughts in my mind is the best way,perhaps.

Let me share about myself, just a random piece of mind

I don't like to bother people

Sometimes my action will reflect what i'm thinking.

You'll see a random change of myself in a blink of an eye. Just because,my mind is thinking of sth. If a sudden silence happened in me, there's sth happened inside there.

I don't like double-faces person, double personality is even worse.

Pity i am, i'm a typical of hard to put trust in someone.

I keep worrying of someone who will take me for granted.

Sometimes it bothered me,then complicates me into an intricate mind.

You never show me what you've thought of.

Sometimes i need words to clarify the feelings.