Wednesday, October 20, 2010

another jury to face :)

I've done with those tasks :D
left one , the most terrifying one after all , my JURY .
well , i just need to survive in that 20 minutes and i'll be alright . but within that 20 minutes , im not sure what feeling will burst inside .. i just hope my nervousness wont kill me by that time .
about yesterday exams , listening was killing me . it's just tough ! damn . The written test was quite okay actually , not that arduous :D , i just hope i can pass it , so i wont waste my time retake again :)) Chamber assessment , well , i have done my best . that's all :)

feeling a bit emo lately :(
i dont know what's wrong , the effect of feeling lonely probably ..
but , my family , they are always there for me .. my friends , yeah, they are always surrounding me too .. :) big thanks to them :DD

anything left ? i know and u know :)
somehow , it's kinda dissapointing when someone just looked for u when they're lonely or when they got trouble .. other than that ? hell though . Indeed , myb im one of them too , so they treated me so as well . nothing i can do , well , just let time heal every pains ,hurts and grudges .

what a profound thoughts lyrics :

Wish I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you
That I'll always stay with you
But baby that's not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
I hope someday you can
Find some way to understand I'm only doing this for you
I don't really wanna go
But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do
You'll need someone who'll be the one that I could never be
Who'll give you something better
Than the love you'll find with me
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a crime
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you
Oh I don't wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But I'll never be the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
Baby, its never gonna work out
I love you, goodbye

..try to let go , let it be , if it's meant to be , nothing to be regretted ..


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