exhilirating :D

well , i didnt blog recently ,
im quite busy with all my uni's stuffs , mid term has started since last week ,
and time passed quickly , i ended my last mid term today , history and aural practical .
i didnt wish to obtain really high marks actually , things that i did , was just did my best :))

it's quite free today :) felt really relieved after everything , even life still goes on , but i really need a break . the whole busy stuffs really ruined up my whole weeek .
as ppl said , " bersedih2dahulu , bersenang2 kemudian " . this quote really works for my circumtances now .haha ..

im going to SG again this friday :P * again * >.<
hahaha ...
meet all my friends , watch concert , well . that's all i will do there , wl b back on sunday ..
hmm .. i've to settle down everything bfr i go , i got one piece to be memorized , then there is a history QUIZ *again * on thursday .. what thee ... we just done our midterm this morning , and we're going to have another quiz in next two days ...
but i knw , it's for our own sake ,
Dr.Jeff ( my history lecturer ) mentioned before , if he didnt give any quizes then that bundle of books none of us will touch it . haha ..

i dont want to think much , just go with the flow :))
things that supposed to be done is what i've been chosen :)
this is my path , ENJOY !!

exam week ..

GO GO GOoo ...
mid term weeks have started ,, done with english diction and theory midterm ..
preparing for aural and history midterm .. hmm ..
hope i can do it well :))

continue laterr ..:))

TUESDAY

it's not good to always think those bad thingy that i mentioned yesterday .
it's not worth to let it stay in my brain any longer .
STOP IT !

i really thank you those who always concern with me , i really feel grateful for it ,
while im thinking they're always be with me whenever im down, i just hope they will
always be there for me .. that's what friends are for :))


hmm ..
it's tuesday again , of cz it's tuesday again , our earth keeps spinning right , time also keeps
turning . silly words always come out , everytime im typing without anything to be mentioned .

did i post my blog about my teacher's visit to KL recently ?
i doubt so , well , let's have a story telling here , ( lebay mode :ON )
actually we just went round and round , round til u drop , round the whole bukit bintang shopping centre . we didnt miss any of them . one word to describe : FUN :))

in front of pavilion :)

tired after shop, shop :P

im considering to publish my blog in FB or not , haha
this is considering my privacy being publish or not too actually .haha .

perplexing :(

really contemplating of what im doing now ..

what am i good at ? spending money ? being lazy ?
im out of my control now , my mind keep thinking useless things
everything that is bad .. everything .
i dont know .
im too afraid that im not doing good , a hatred feeling of always being compared is one of my biggest fear .

im fear of opinion , fear of every opinions that actually is good for me ,
a stubborn character that is always occur whenever i know im not doing well ,
a feeling that always want to win , dont want to hear what others are thinking .
always thinking that im the one who is right , though actually im not .
im truly confessing my real character here .

im just envying those who are able to do everything , and jealousy is one of my tons of PROBLEMS !

im fear that i cant be succesful one day ,
it's just not enough !
sometimes i hate myself , i keep saying things, but i never work it out .

does anyone feel the same as me ? i dont knoww !! this feeling is just too bad .
im out of idea now , what can i do ?

they always do well , they can make their parents proud of them . ME ?!
what can i do ?
they're always good . many ppl love them . do care of them too . everything is just GOOD !

BIRTHDAY blast :D

hi , im officially 19th now :)
day by day passed by ..
everything goes so rapidly as we glimpse our eyes .

really thanks every single of my chums :)
im a having a great birthday blast on my last teenage year here :)
approaching head of 2 next year . hmm ..

adding a year :))
learn from the past , try not to take anything for granted , be good :)

thanks to them who celebrated my birthday :)
showed up at midnight and showed up again in last hour :P
really thank u guys for adding such a colourful once in a lifetime bday in my life :)
do really appreciate itt:)
lots of love ♥ ♥ ♥

me v indonesian gang :))
celebrating my bday blast ! haha ..

no idea

hello and goodyee ...

no party that never end

after meeting everyone there , it's time to back to reality
spending time with friends will always be a fun thing to do ever
togetherness :)

spending time with them was just too less
conclusion :
human being is never satisfy

thanks to :
Paulina Lim ,
Winnie Lie ,
Christine you ,
Irwan Chalis ,
David Suryadi .
thanks for everything :)

Wishing my dearest friend , Winnie Lie too ..
" Happy birthday "
may all her dreams come true and be a succesfull woman in the future :)

there's nothing special for this week , everything goes as what is should be
i will try my best to accept any challenging pieces
hmm .. i gotta make it !!

not in terms of showing off, but , that's the way you can enhance ur skills
by accepting any chances to be better .