daydreaming ..

recently , im quite busy with all my activities in uni , now im just wondering , when can i spend more time enjoying myself ,spoiling myself , doing nothing ,just enjoy every minutes that passed by without thinking anything .. can life goes on like this ? it's nice to have a break , out of every single activities that is tiring, boring, etc ..

how i wish u can sit in a balcony of a coffee shop , enjoying the view near the seaside ( am i too dreamy like . haha .. ) sitting alone without anyone bothering me ,i even dont want my phone .
i want alone .. enjoying every moment alone . but if i keep thinking so , what will my life be ? probably once in a while is acceptable . sit , enjoy coffee , read books that i like , enjoy a piece of cheese cake ( just a piece , coz it's so fatty :D ) it will be paradise :))

ice latte :P my favor :PP

hot chocolate ..

and another cheese cakee .haha ..

human beings are so demanding , i've been here , and i know not everyone can have such a chance like this , but why i still want more ? i looking for another country , which i feel its better than here multiply .. i want another surrounding again , i ve been here for almost a year , but i need another surrounding which i can develop more either in knowledge, characteristic, or even attitude .
i love the western part of world .. hoah . i feel i can explore more there , improving my speaking skills , dwelling in another culture of country , and be much freer in expressing my own . envying on people is always not a good idea ..
then , what should i do now, i dont have that dare to tell my parents , i dont want to burden them with such a demanding thingy . should i just wait ? wait until the time comes :S
probably it's all i can do now , hope i can do my best in my practice and do well here , so i wont messed up there ( one day if i go there ). people should dream big right ? dream as high as possible . i really meant it ..



anyW , will b home today :PP 5pm flight :))