medan :DD

im in hometown noww :) sorry for not updating my blog recently , haha .. felt a lil bit lazy to spend my time infront of my lappie .haha ..

i eat what i shud eat here :DD i eat everything .haha . im not considering my fat any longer .haha.. will do diet later .haha .. finally , i've eaten the spicy NASI PADANG , which i've been craving for a long time ago.. ( lebay mode : ON ) wkaka ..

love to spend time with my beloved ones here :))
even it's just few hours with friends but , i wont get the same feeling when im in KL though .. it's different , i would like to spend more time actually , but they have their own activity .. and it's better if i dont disturb them.hah ..


enjoying every moments here :))

daydreaming ..

recently , im quite busy with all my activities in uni , now im just wondering , when can i spend more time enjoying myself ,spoiling myself , doing nothing ,just enjoy every minutes that passed by without thinking anything .. can life goes on like this ? it's nice to have a break , out of every single activities that is tiring, boring, etc ..

how i wish u can sit in a balcony of a coffee shop , enjoying the view near the seaside ( am i too dreamy like . haha .. ) sitting alone without anyone bothering me ,i even dont want my phone .
i want alone .. enjoying every moment alone . but if i keep thinking so , what will my life be ? probably once in a while is acceptable . sit , enjoy coffee , read books that i like , enjoy a piece of cheese cake ( just a piece , coz it's so fatty :D ) it will be paradise :))

ice latte :P my favor :PP

hot chocolate ..

and another cheese cakee .haha ..

human beings are so demanding , i've been here , and i know not everyone can have such a chance like this , but why i still want more ? i looking for another country , which i feel its better than here multiply .. i want another surrounding again , i ve been here for almost a year , but i need another surrounding which i can develop more either in knowledge, characteristic, or even attitude .
i love the western part of world .. hoah . i feel i can explore more there , improving my speaking skills , dwelling in another culture of country , and be much freer in expressing my own . envying on people is always not a good idea ..
then , what should i do now, i dont have that dare to tell my parents , i dont want to burden them with such a demanding thingy . should i just wait ? wait until the time comes :S
probably it's all i can do now , hope i can do my best in my practice and do well here , so i wont messed up there ( one day if i go there ). people should dream big right ? dream as high as possible . i really meant it ..



anyW , will b home today :PP 5pm flight :))

red in action :P

it's overr ..haha .. finally xm donee :)) im not sure wth the result , just hope i can pass :) i wl b in my swetty home town tmrw .. exciteddd :D " stupid me , i just knw how to have color changes here . haha . too late , after few posts that i've posted ... " just knw how to beautify my blog's font now :P . parah ..haha.. recently im so so so so in love with RED .. it represents bold much .

red nail color :) even i cant use it . huhu ..

red flat shoes :DD cute !! haha..

dreamy classic chanel bag :) im drooling for this :S

few more days to goooo :DD

spending most of my time in uni todayy .. haha ..
staying in the library , then had my duo practice .haha .. it's a nice pieceee :))) shud do it well , hope can perform it well too ..

how i wish i can go back earlier, today my housemates are leaving :(
i felt so lonely , nothing i can do here .. wasting my time infrnt of this laptop is not the way . i cant .haha ..

concentrate on theory exam mannnn.. hoalaa .. have to start it asap :)) i've startd actually , but , need the more serious one .haha . tmrw ..:DDD

outingg ;D

what a day !! haha .
eat much , walk much . complete .. haha ..
im just too excited , even im going to have xm again on thursday , but it seems nothing wl happen . yah , for sure , i'll start tmrw . no more having fun . have to pass theory with high marks :DD

have to control mannn .. end of this week wl be in my sweety , lovely bunny hometown .
missing everyone in my hometown . hometown = paradise :))

where are they ?

scrappy timee ;))

have a great time doing scrapbook today :))) love it much .haha. . enjoying my time ..tmrw wl have prctc four hands . hope wl have a good start :P








i need photos .. will develop it in hometwn later .haha . thenn .. continue scrapbookingg. . i love scrapbooking :DDDDD
but no money no scrapbooking too .. it's my conclusion :P

sleep :D

sleep , sleep and sleep .. khun tu mode :ON . haha ..


im such in a paradise these days . out of all busy activities like usual , worrying things in uni , everything was just nice .. after going back , will have more :))


but, may not stay too long here , have to go back to REALITY . everything will start againn :)) new journey to goo .haha .
going nowhere today .. enjoying my free time ..leisure time :DD

am i too enjoying my days ? is it good ? why most of them are stresses out ? am i playing too much ? wew .i dont know .. i dont want to think that much .. just let goo .. all i can do is do my best . no matter wht :)


those feeling always come :S i dont knw how to settle it down . and act as if nothing has ever happen . wew .

in love with scrappy :))

feeling so free today .. haha .
went to ikea to buy things that my mom asked :) walk around , i found it !!
i found a scrapbook storeee :DDD
there's one store call " PAPIER love " .
it's a great store , it sells everything realted to scrapbooks :)) ofcs, wth a NICE price too .haha. . it bought few :)) just to add my collection little by little .haha ..

since yest , i've been craving for all scrapbooks stuffs , and at last ..i bought papers , ribbons ,stickers :)) it's nice to collect such things .haha .. i feel a personal pleasure to have those things .haha ..


hmmm .. practice , practice and practice !!!!! haha .. duoooo , im coming . try" tryy ..





PS: for someone ..
do whatever you like, blocking me, deleting me, anything u like, u may just keep continuueee ..:) im finee .. myb in ur thoughts im such a bad girl , playing wth heart , i cant turn back the timee ..no comments .sorry .

done:DD

YEAH !! RELIVEDD ..

had done wth history exam :DD so far, so good i think :D
i put lots of effort there .. but it has been my responsibility actually . hope can pass it wth good marks .i dont want to dissappoint my parents . it's all i want . really , i just hope they wont think i'm playing here . im struggling a lot here . i did lots of hardwork . and last i just hope i can have good results .
tmrw will be another day , yea , aural dictation exam , all the best ;D

Happy bday to LINDA.. wish u all the best :D hope all ur dreams come true too ..

pity :(

well , had my jury today , it didnt go as smooth as i planned , i had my memory loss , it's not just once but twice:S i dont want to think about it anymore . nothing i can do . it's over ...

feel unhealthy since morning , my head seemed so heavy ..it has been days before . i dont know what's going on . am i drinking lack of water ? i ddnt consume any vit c since im here actually .haha ..

day by day has passed . i hope i can be homee soon .. really miss home now . missing all my fellas too .. bfr having my pleasure there , need to struggle til death frst here .haha .. history , im coming . gonna have a nice chat with you . failure doesnt mean end of everything .. keep struggling girl , you can do it .. dont think too much ..

sick :(

my eyes was so tired ths mrng .. wk up early in the mrng , go to had breakfast then , staying at home for whole day .. preparing for my exams too actually :)

well,going to have jury on monday,history on wednesday and aural on thursday .
after thatt , im free for a while :)) until the last one is theory .
i really wnt to go bck now , i'm so bored here .. im not bored wth my studies , but bored with my surroundings .. everyday always do the same thing , need sth new , maybe will try it for new semester :) wsh me luck ..

happy bday to SOH JIE LIN . have a great one and all the bestt !! :))
sorry cant join the dinner :( next year k ? haha ..

gotta rest now , my eyes kinda swollen ,and my whole body kinda lethargic . good nite :) hope wl get better tmrw ..

tiring day ..

started my day like usual , but today with an exam ( aural ) quite ok actually :) not too bad , i still sing in tune .

human beings are never satisfy
i felt a bit upset this mrng , i'm not chosen for the cme concert , i've put alot of efforts on it . but the result is not satisfying ,i also knew, im not doing good that's why im not being chosen .
im envying others . which i know, it's a bad habit. but i just need to say out .. and im fine after saying out loud . trying to accept it , it's not my chance to perform yet i think :) .trying to cheer up myself ..
next sem , shud do well . im doing 2p4h nxt sem :D

im not feeling very well today, my throat is a bit itchy , is it a sympthoms that im going to hv cough :S wew .. i gt headache for the whole afternoon too . im too stress probably . one week gonna pass soon .. another week is comingg.

things to do next week :
1.scales grading
2.jury exam
3.listening exam
4.history exam
5.accompanist
6.aural final dictation

slowly but sure . make sure of it . time will pass quickly , as u glimpse ur eyes :))

hope another dreams wl cm true :)

yeaa , done with choir :DDD it's okay , i played lil bit rush but ,hopefully im not stucked .. thnkss God :)
well, want to thanks my fellas , haha ,, thnks for coming :D
having great time during this semester . remember everything has just started . ur journey is still a long long way to go . do well , it's all u need . and make sure , have to make improvement

today's horoscope telling :
i picked it frm fb , just seemed it's quite match for today ..
You may be willing to throw yourself into a difficult project or activity that will improve you in some way, Gemini. It might start out being about your proving that you have what it takes to succeed, but after a while, it will be a challenge to the self, and a real workout for those self-esteem muscles and tendons. Think about your future: this would be an excellent day to begin or join some type of organized workout program, especially if its goal is to cultivate a specific physical skill or sport.

im trying every chances that is given to me , i try anything , which i never try before , dare to take difficult pieces , trying up my best on stage . which i'm quite always give up on it before ..next semester, everything shud be better and better .

lalala^^

finally . fuihh , done wth cme exam :DDDD focus on the next assessments , choir,aural anda jury . hmm .. lotta" .haha ..will just do my best in everything :)
cme exam , shud be okay i think , but my aural test . haha , not so focus. pity mee ..

getting ready to accompany choir tmrw , haha , will be playing in the middle of the stage ,watch by hundreds of eyes .well , i can do it . i must can do it . no matter what, have to be responsible on it . being choosen and had run thru the hardwork to practice . must DO well ..

say NO to gloomy days , everything will just be alright . c , today is wednesday already, getting closer to every exams . time will just fly..

do well jess ,

" optimism is the faith that leads to achievement " - H.Keller

may not think too much ,it's disaster .. :)

another day in ths week ..

i had my theory quiz ths morning . forgotten to transpose the french horn a P5th lower . haha .. done with theory quiz , starting to prepare my chamber pieces , tmrw is our final . thanks to elaine for helping me for dis semester . sorry if i request too much practice :) good luck for tmrw,ganbattee .. hope i wont nervous ..:)

well , today i had a long sharing time wth one of my housemate, stella . haha .. we talkd about anything, sharing everything .. i jst realized we have few same thoughts ..
i miss my fam and friends badly ..if i see elder people i tend to miss my granny and grandad too . hoho . long time didnt chit chat wth them :(
i miss all my friends too .. wondering, when will we gather again, each of us has different month of semester break .. will our friendship last long ? :S
hope soo .. love u all friends ..





tmrw wl b another busy day , keep practising , never forget that practice makes perfect .
wish me luck :))

monday againnn ..

craving for these stuffs :SS








well , it's monday againn .. time really flies .. every mondays seem to b the busiest day during the whole week . i got pretty lot's of classes on monday . starting having piano lesson in the early morning until having choir sectional in the late afternoon .. pity me , but still quite enjoy it actually , better have tons of activities than stayin at home doing nothing ..haha ..


my piano lesson was cancelled this morning , my teacher's son was admitted to the hospital ,so she couldnt come to teach . she postponed my scales and s.read grading til nxt week :D We supposed to have aural test too today but, it was cancelled again :D my lecturer prefer to do some revision before our final test .This week is my exam week and it will continue until 22nd of april . but hopefully we have break within history and theory exam .

a one day trip :)

i had a great day trip today .. really tiring but still quite nice actually .
i am doing something that i didn't do for a quite a long time since i arrived here .

we're visiting 10 temples in kuala lumpur in a day , haha . this event was organized by sunway college buddhism organization . if im not mistaken . haha .
i was invited by one of my friend , thinking of the our seldomness in giving our dedication as a good beliver in our religion and an eager to know more about new thing in kL ,so we join them .haha . it's because we seldom see temples near our uni . ( it's jst reasons actually ) .for me , it's not quite far away , but i cant find a suitable time to go, besides,i need friend to accompany me .

this morning , i woke up @6.20 , im quite run out of time actually . coz one of my frnd said we're gathering around 6.45 . and as usual , we keep delaying the time , at last we gather at around 7.30 .. hahah ..
felt a bit regret in getting up so early , because we're also keep waiting there even we're trying to be on time . they're postponing the time ,coz the bus got sth wrong ,im not sure wht it is .

even tiring, but still it was a nice trip , taking photos in almost every destinations ,thnks to Budi .haha .From my uni , we are totally 5 ppl . me,vinanta,lita,hansen and budi . actually we can have more people joining , but the time didnt suit them .

first blogging :)

hi . ths is my first blog :PP
welcome (",)
a friend suggested me to have blog . :PP
well , maybe i can share about my daily life here ..
im struggling for my xms , next week will be the busiest week ever ,so many things to do . scales grading,aural test ,theory quiz,cme xm,choir concert . what dee ..haha ..
so many things to prepare also , regarding to my jury xm , 3 pieces shud be graded . just wish me luck . i just hope i can do my best in every exams :)

lifee . haha . what am i going to be years later ? can't even predict it .
it's almost 12 now , have to wk up early tmrw , nite :) tmrw wl be a long dayyyyy ...