my daily :)

It has been a while since the last post, sorry for delaying :)

I would like to share some thoughts today, not really crucial issues though.

Currently,i'm passing days by days like usual. Perhaps the event hold by Indonesian Club of my campus (Bhinneka) might be the event that caught everyone's eye for this month. It was held by the committee from 2011-2012 period. I took part of it too anyway:)

I had just been through a devastating illness last week.well, This was due to my monthly period pain. I just felt it keeps aggravating each month. Recalled to the illness that time, I felt like i was at my weakest point every time my health seemed to deteriorate over and over again. I detest that feeling profoundly, mentally and physically. However,Thanks God I've recovered from such hazy disease two days afterwards.

Regarding to my daily activities, the end of semester is merely on the verge of the door. Yes, the end of semester is yet to come :( That means, another hectic week is approaching, finals,papers submission,presentation etc everything is approaching its deadline.

hopefully i can do well in each subject

hopefully the application will be accepted

hopefully my body wont collapse easily

hopefully everything goes smoothly :)

happy 6 months anniv <3

adulthood

" Welcome to adulthood , you're turning 20 :) " that's one pm that i read through my BB's contact this morning .

Had a warm surprise from my beloved Indo gang here last night . My big gratitude to all of you who are willing to put efforts on it to make it real . Special thanks to my boy , thank you dear . I know you've been rushing back and forth , though things didn't go as what you've planned . The efforts that you put on it that count :) like a quote from Julian " human just can make plans , God decides everything ". Glad to have you by my side to share the bliss of having the birthday celebration here * hug*

Stella ,Yoyol,Frans,Julian,Bokep,Danil, Amira,Venna ,Bas , Thank you for celebrating my birthday this year . Thank you for making my birthday much more colorful , neglect all the unpleasant thingy . Everything won't be the same without the presence of you guys :)

warmth greeting from my miles away peers too , Blacklisters :) big thank you for you all . Just realized it has been years , since the last time celebrated my birthday . Years and years passed by , glad that we're still keep in touch . missing you guys badly * BIG HUG*

Winnie ,Ms.Shirley,Jebud thanks for the greetings last week . You guys had the privilege to be my first birthday greeter . Thanks a lot ! it has been years since the last time we celebrated birthday together , missing those days much .. xoxo :D maybe years ahead we should grab a time to celebrate it together .

Since i found you - Christian Bautista

i think of you in everything that i do

to be with you what ever it takes i'll do

cause you my love, you all my heart desires

you've lighten up my life forever i'm alive

since i found you my world seems so brand new

you've show me the love i never knew

your presence is what my whole life through

since i found you my life begin so new

now who needs a dream when there is you

for all of my dreams came true

since i found you

your love shines bright

through all the corners of my heart

maybe you are my dearest heart

i give you all i have my heart, my soul, my life

my destiny is you

forever true... i'm so in love with you

since i found you my world seems so brand new

you've show me the love i never knew

your presence is what my whole life through

since i found you my life begin so new

now who needs a dream when there is you

for all of my dreams came true

since i found you

my heart forever true...

in love with you..

Future plan

Regarding to future plan , hmm .. No one could ever predict what will happen these upcoming years. Well , i might consider,Things to do for now are , aim to the fullest you can obtain , learn what you can learn as long as you still have the ability to learn , as we're getting older , some said that one's memory is no longer as fresh as one should used to be . By setting a target might help you to achieve your goal. Aiming for a goal has been such an encouraging task to do , but sometimes it just didn't work as what we have planned. well ,It's the time when we're dealing with our patience .Such an ironic though,but that is reality.

Had been sharing with few friends on what we are going to be in the next 10 years . what do i aim for my future ? what is my goal ? what is my ambition ? what am i trying to obtain in my future ? these question suddenly spin through in my brain , and unexpectedly starting to baffle me atm. Well , i can say . One of my aim is , i don't want to burden my parents anymore . This is my first goal . Some said that " you are their child , it has been their responsibility to take care of you ". But , i might say , yea, it is their responsibility , but isn't it takes too long ? I mean , within these years , and now, i'm reaching 20 but,I still depends on them to supply everything for me. it is kinda too much . Some might question me about am i going to pursue my studies further or not . I don't think i'm that interested on it . Well , at this moment , i don't know whether i'm thinking on the right path or not . does anyone has the same thought as mine ? :)

PS : The feeling of missing someone is irresistible :(

current activities :)

wondered I've been missing since January though , well, it was due to my laziness to do some postings :D *hello again* Let's keep updated :D

This few months were fulfilled with bunch of activities *april now* , my tremendous one would be something that supposely not to be mentioned it here :) much better if i keep it as my privacy * wink* hahaha . back to topic, This semester was pacing so rapidly, unexpectedly , it has reached it's end. My last final exam would be in this upcoming Monday :D

Due to my studies , i just endeavoured an experience in writing essay for 10 pages, which is my first time dealt with 10 pages work . My absences in writing skill obstructed my paper work,this sounds kinda upsetting :( nothing i could do beside keep enhancing that abilities by write more and read more . is there any shortcut ? wishfully needed .

There's a rainbow after the rain :) Yea, this phrase really suit my current activity . Me and partner were chosen to perform for the Chamber Music Concert . After dealt with excessive practices , experiences in communicating with the music to successfully deliver the music, well , it's the toughest after all , finally it has reached its peak ! Thanks to Ms.Catherine for giving such priceless experience . i'm truly grateful :)

Another birthday blasts and surprises for THREE of my MUSIC MATES :)

Hong Sze Ern, Jacqueline and Linda :)

best wishes for you guys ,

may all your dreams come true and best of luck on your musical studies

all the best,Though there are always obstacles heading over , but everything 's depends on how well you overcome it :)

have a great year ahead fellas :) love u guys !

Apparently , after having so much tough time , there are heaps of exhilarating experiences too, spending time with girls day outing , enjoying college life etc . The moment that you've shared along will only come once in a lifetime , it's up to your choice , either treat it to the fullest or keep complaining on it . for me , treasure every moment :)

things to do for upcoming semester :

practice hard , hard-work is supremely needed

decorate my room for a better look

enhance my skill in cooking *really wish to acquire this skill*

do some savings , for unexpected shopping lists <3

last but not least, bounding to loveable hometown this coming tuesday :) wish to see everyone there . have a great day peers , good luck for exams ! wish me luck too !

2011

hi peers :)
i havent posted up my current life since last year , it was due to my laziness in sitting down contemplating about my days , i prefer not to do any posts .

besides, i would like to greet everyone " have a blessed new year everyone " well, even it had been too late, but , i would like to greet everyone wherever you are :)

New Year, time passed through like water flowing over the streams ,it keeps flowing as we passed thru our life with those sloppy-bumpy daily life . And so on , Treat yesterdays as lessons , life is all about lessons , recalling back that 2010 , there are always ups and downs to make our life much more coulourful tho .

A year passes by, i'm grateful to have a great family who always be there for me , wish all of them a healthy and long long live , peace, love and joy always surround every single member in my family .
Moreover, having such great friends must not be left too , wonderfully glad to have them fulfilling my days , spending time together would always be the great memories that would profoundly left . Wish someday we could gather up together , hanging around , creates another unforgottenable memories .
last but not least, feels gratitude to have someone who always concerns about you and always be there for you :)

new year resolution , im considering to post it up another day when i got the mood to type it out . :DD

Wishes for 2011 :
* may the entire human beings live peacefully, out of miserable thingy.
* may everyone be blessed , neglected from despair .
* may happiness surrounds every single person around .
* may all my dreams come true .
* have a better life years onwards , have the faith in struggling on my studies , have faith in everything . God Bless~

HAVE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD FELLAS ! :D

Dana Glover - It Is You (I Have Loved)

There is something that I see
In the way you look at me
There's a smile, there's a truth in your eyes

But an unexpected way
On this unexpected day
Could it mean this is where I belong
It is you I have loved all along

It's no more mystery
It is finally clear to me
You're the home my heart searched for so long
And it is you I have loved all along

There were times I ran to hide
Afraid to show the other side
Alone in the night without you

But now I know just who you are
And I know you hold my heart
Finally this is where I belong
It is you I have loved all along

It's no more mystery
It is finally clear to me
You're the home my heart searched for so long
And it is you I have loved all along

Over and over
I'm filled with emotion
Your love, it rushes through my veins

And I am filled
With the sweetest devotion
As I, I look into your perfect face

It's no more mystery
It is finally clear to me
You're the home my heart searched for so long
And it is you I have loved
It is you I have loved
It is you I have loved all along