hometown craziness :D

im in my loveliest hometown ever now , MEDAN :P

recently i did not do any posting because the limitation of time to online here , lebay and sok sibuk mode : ON . haha .
well , these days , im just hanging around , and eat till i drop . i ate everything that is provided . im gonna be a well-rounded , big fatty lady if i keep eating that much . i wnt to do sports , but those laziness really drive me crazy ,,

i've been a week here, time flies as i glimpse my eyes here and im gonna back to my hectic uni life in 2 weeks time . well, its not exactly 2 weeks ( smirking ;P) im going to have a trip with my fam again , next 2 weeks while it's closer the verge of the Idul Fitri, the celebration for the Muslims , my parents n bro , aunt n fam and granny will have holidays during those days. :PP

hanging around with friends , it's exhilarating :DD nothing is much pleasure than this being in hometown. go for dinner, chit chat , gossips , tell jokes, bully and quip each other, well ..it's just nice .
for those who are strieving , strieving for anything , good luck for u guysss :)) semangat !! :))

peng you :)

im here to share bits of my thots :)

things in my mind now are :

i felt sorry to hear about the news of one of my buddies , abrokee , well , everything will gonna be alrght dear , time will heal everything , just be patient k . it's difficult to forgt someone whom u're deeply love . well , it's very common thing . hope u'll gt better soon :)

for anitto , wkak .
all the best for u yee :) make something that can mk ehem" melt til drop .haha .
wish u luck here ,haha . i do salute wth everything that u've done . it's GREAT ! haha . well , im not going to compliment u again , later ur head will get bigger and bigger ..

for athaiso , hoyy . congrats man ! :P ga sia" lu jauh" menimba ilmu .haha . best wishes for u guys too :PPP i think we shud go somewhr to eat ! and u knw whr it is .. u shud have known the road well .. haha ..

for aeltspo , haha . good luck for ur ielts tomorrow , good luck , do everything slowly but sure :P
best wishes for u madame ::)))

for asicko , hey , hv u recovered ? i'll be back next two days ..haha . let's hang around! haha ..

life is unpredictable , we never knw what is going to happen later . if it's the decision that u have made then whatever risk that u met , u have to endure . do u prefer to get hurt now or later ? it's the same ,u're getting hurt too , it's just the matter of time .

im using initials here to avoid the leaking of privacy ( broken english) :P
it just sounds cute ,whateverr .haha ..

" don't judge a book by its cover " not every outer appearance represents their inner .
this applies to anything . but, im talking about my friends actually :PP
not in terms to compliment them , but just saying the truth .haha
i know them . they're my childhood friends , and it has been a long time we mingle together, from seeing them wearing red skirts/pants until now we as a university students ..
they're not as what people assumed ,although they always look mischievous , but deeply in their heart , they're different .. but am i too praising them ? haha . whatever , im just saying the truth though . i just salute with them from the way they love someone , keep up the good work guysss :PP
and remember , i always welcome every single invitations that send to my house :PPP
and , im here whenever u guys need :DD

i do heart them :)
it's just a pleasure to know each of them in my life ,
thank you for being my friends .

missing them lately ..

university life :)

i just love being a university student .

well , even it's tough but it's part of life that u wont feel in another pace of life .
school time also great , but school time , we're still under control of everything that we did.
uni's life ,im not talking about being freedom , but it's just different .
i do everything what is the best for me , being independent in doing everything .
even im really exhausted with things that happened in uni's life , the studies, things to prepare , the packed schedule , but it'll always be part of uni's life ..

i had my history exam in exam hall just now , i felt the environment . hundreds of ppl pursuing their subject to pass the exam .everyone is struggling .
well , im not that confident that i can pass that , but everything has passed , i had done my best .
i'll just let God take the rest ..

heihoh ! memories !

topic of the day : im looking ways to beautify my blog :S

feels so envy wth those who have nice BLOG :(
haha ..

maybe i have to learn it from expert though , their blog are just GREAT !

sharing my thoughts here * just want to speak out :(( *

what is he doing now ?
did he ever think of me ?
all those songs are representing my feelings .. did he knw ?
those days were just left as memories .
im just not being good :( too bad .
hurting his feeling was things that i always did.
nothing i can do now ..
i just dont want to recapitulate any same mistakes that i've ever did.
even it's tough , but i just can endure :(

and all those reminiscence , it's just too difficult to forget
Things wont change , it will just remained as memories ..

did i need to be shame of everything that i had done ?
shame to tell him ? can we be good friends ?
can i act as nothing ever happened before ?
may i ? may i demolish every single bad thoughts in his mind ?
im too cruel that time rgt ?
im really sorry ..
that's all i can say ,

My Love is Here - Erik Santos

Yiruma - Passing by

hello :)

hi . long time didn't blog . quite lots of stuffs to do recently ..
my term paper , final exams :S
brutal , everything has begunn , all the best :)
will do blogging again after i settle everything ,
wish me luck ! all the besT !
jia youu !!